so yesterday i went to work at the concession stand, and it was the final game of the season so it kinda sucked. thankfully my friend worked as an extra runner to help so it made things a bit easier. some guy stole a pretzel from us tho. he claimed he "worked for the media" and he carried this clunky camera. he cut through the entire line during HALF TIME, which is our rush, and interrupted this poor man who was in the middle of ordering to ask for a free pretzel because he has a social media account. i hate ppl sometimes.
other than that, my thanksgiving break was okay. i've been pretty depressed lately and i never want to get out of bed. i dont see the point in going to school anymore. i just want to sleep all day. i dont have any motivation to work on schoolwork, and my anxiety has gotten a lot worse. i dont even wanna show my face in public anymore. i feel ugly and disgusting all the time. i just want to feel pure.